WOW

Yesterday at church our Pastor preached on just how much God loves us and how can see it throughout creation.  The one that he said that mean a LOT to me was based on Psalm 139- being fearfully and wonderfully made.  I was diagnosed this past week with medullary sponge kidney.  It's knocked me back a bit but I have learned that I am not in control of anything.  That GOD must have control and if I try to take it then I will just mess it up.  There's going to be some lifestyle changes and some dietary restrictions but through it all I have learned so much- I have learned that God is Holy and I have learned that He knew this was my path in life before I was born.  He created me in my mother's womb and knew that at this point in my life this is the path I would take.  So, even though I'm sure I'll struggle every now and then- I'm choosing to look at this as a gift and enjoy the journey!