Some things have happened personally that I cannot share but suffice it to say my heart is broken for the people involved. And then I start the questions- God you could have stopped this- why didn't you? What lessons are you teaching ME through this? What can I do? and on and on they go. In the midst of this I was listening to my ipod and heard this song by Britt Nicole. She has a unique music style that isn't for everyone and she happens to fit in well with my running playlist so I like her but this song just says it all...